MUST LOWER MY EXPECTATIONS.

MUST LOWER MY EXPECTATIONS.

NOTHING FUCKING MATTERS ANYMORE>
FUCK.

blah blah blah.
fucking insane.
i dont care anymore

im so close to quitting.
just being done.

i fucking give up.

wish i could say i was actually getting paid to put up with all this bullshit.
all i do is corale people all day every day.

where do we go
when is load in
when is load out
whats the hotel address
whats my room number
when are we leaving
can i..
should...
dude i lost my...
etc etc..
its all i hear, every day.

the good shows outweigh all of this,
i just wish we had some help

no freak outs on this tour.

upcoming tour

we are touring again this summer.
its going to be a huge mess.
i already feel pretty defeated about it to be honest.
last time i felt that way i made the tour miserable for myself and it sucked.
anyways,
heres the problem.
i want to play new songs.. all songs no one has heard before.
the new sound is great and im proud of it
but i know my fans wont like it
and the close minded retards that like the other bands wont get it either.
i am torn between doing what i love and doing what will pay the bills.
COOL LIFE BRO.

MOVIES: The Human Centipede

I found out about this movie a few months ago and have since ever wondered if it was ever going to see a theatrical release.
Well, two days ago i found out that it will be playing at my local indie theater starting next week!
To say I'm excited would be an understatement.

Ok if youve never heard of it ill give you a quick synopsis

Basically its about a couple American tourists in Germany that get lost on the way to a rave and end up asking a stranger for help.
Stranger is actually a deranged surgeon who is in the process of creating a human centipede... (too graphic to even describe what THAT looks like)
anyways, it looks like it gets crazier from there so ill have to report back after ive seen it.

-L