there is nothing worse than the feeling of being less than adjusted.
the feeling of in-adquacies relating to the thoughts that others may or may not have towards you ever growing up.
the fact that you dont actually like me is shocking. i think you hate me and dont even realize it.

losing my fucking mind. really.

filled with bitterness

to do list

this week on my to do list: not freak out.

working it out in my head.
its taking ages and i feel crazy.